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Gold Mountain Dreaming

Anyone else tired of living in America?

Posted by Pan Guoliang - 145 years ago

I was told by the labor contractors in Hong Kong that this land was ripe with opportunities. That the Americans wanted workers for their railroads and farmlands. That those Chinese who made the journey before came back with extraordinary wealth from the mines. It sounded much better than the limited opportunities back in Guangzhou after the Hakka took up residence on our land. Anything at the time sounded better than trying to make a living in a war-torn area. The Hakka-bendi war went on for far too long.

 

Anyways, I bought my boat ticket on credit with the reassurance that I’d be able to pay it off overseas. If I had known the reality of what awaited me on the other side of the ocean, I would have resisted the temptation more even if the end result was the same. The white men feel threatened by our presence, giving us their dirty work instead. I worked on the transcontinental railroad for a few years where we lived in tents and died in explosions. Although we were a majority of the workforce, we were seen as expendable despite all that we had accomplished. Was there ever a celebration for all the Chinese workers who built the railroad? What about the lives that were lost along the way? Do they get any recognition??

 

At least I can make a living with this work. There’s more railroads to be built now that this one has been completed. There’s nothing else for me to do here anyways but to hope for a better life.

 

TLDR; I thought I’d find wealth in America, but it’s all just a pipe dream.

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Jin Baozhai - 152 years ago

Labor contractors lie all the time, especially if you’re desperate lol. Welcome to the club.

Pan Guoliang - 152 years ago

I don’t know what I was thinking to be so optimistic about the journey at the time. I just- the promise of opportunity was just too good to pass up. Our land back in Guangdong was so unfarmable that it was more trouble to us than it was worth at the time. Now, all I can think about is returning home.

Wei Zhen  - 152 years ago

Those that are able to go home are the lucky ones.

Duan Wenyan - 152 years ago

Tfw you’re desperate and come of your own free will, but are still called a “coolie” by the white Americans. Like excuse me sir, do I look like an indentured laborer to you??? I know your working conditions certainly make it seem so, but that’s on you, not me.

Jin Weisheng - 152 years ago

What is the news of business in San Francisco? I’ve heard from overseas that laws are changing.

Jin Zihao - 152 years ago

I don’t know much outside the laundry business, but they’ve passed a series of ordinances that are targeting Chinese businesses. I can’t even walk down the street and carry baskets with my pole anymore! There’s rumblings that there’s lawsuits in the works right now–hopefully soon.

Jin Weisheng  - 152 years ago

Keep me updated.

Wei Guoliang - 152 years ago

Sorry, but I left California as soon as the railroads pushed business to the East. The economic depression isn’t looking good for us though. We’re already taking the blame for low wages and high unemployment rates.

Zheng Enlai - 152 years ago

I heard that there was a small celebration at Promontory for those living in Victory, but I totally agree with everything said. You’d think that after all we’ve been through, we would get some compensation or recognition in return. The press was all over themselves trying to hype up the completion of this railroad, but they barely even mentioned us if at all. I guess the white Americans magically made this railroad themselves then.

Qian Aiguo - 152 years ago

Your name sounds familiar. Were you by any chance a part of the strike in June of ‘67?

Zheng Enlai - 152 years ago

Yep, you?

Xie Zhen - 152 years ago

Wow what a strike that was. It was completely silent in the camps, and no violence whatsoever even though we had large numbers. I remember when Charles Crocker cut off our access to the railroad. Now that was brutal. Taught them not to take us for granted though.

Luo Dingxiang - 116 years ago

Sorry for reviving an old post, I know it’s been 30 years or so. But, to all the railroad workers out there that are feeling disillusioned and reading the comments, businessman Chin Gee Hee is fundraising for the first railroad through Guangdong. It’ll be entirely Chinese-finances, -built, and -run, so if you’re interested in helping or donating to the cause PM me!

Yin Duyi - 116 years ago

Please tell me I didn’t just get called out for reading an ancient post because I caught the feels… check your PMs though.

Bai Qi - 116 years ago

LMAO same. Glad I’m not the only one that was caught.

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